Finally, a New Post

The last week or so has been pretty stressful. But, finally, midterms are over and I can relax.

I'm posting the video of the package I got today. It has some major issues- the picture skips in and out, but it's fairly understandable. I still don't know who sent it to me.

Sleep the last few days has been impossible. It's almost like I'm hallucinating at night. I'll close my eyes for what seems like 20 minutes, and I'll check my phone and it's been, at most, 3. I wake up every hour or so, convinced I haven't slept. Only in the morning do I realize that actually, I have. It's a nightmare. When I do sleep, I have bizarre unsettling dreams.

I gotta go now, my roommate left her pencil case here and I'm gonna bring it to her for her class. I'll try to squeeze in other update later, but I have so much schoolwork left to do.

Ciao

~Clover

PS: Video link- The Package

EDIT: Video

Who the Hell Was Just in my Apartment??

Riddle me this, Batman. A minute ago I just heard my apartment door open and close. Thinking it was my roommate getting back from class, I went out to say hi. No one was there. Then I heard a key in the lock, and whoever just walked out locked the door.

Naturally I ran over and checked the peep-hole. No one. Ran out to the hallway. No one.

This is going WAY too far. Whoever is messing with me has managed to get a key to my apartment, which is frankly impossible, because our keys are made special, for extra security in the city. You can't get them done at a Home Depot or even most locksmiths. I know this, because when we moved in they only gave us two keys, and we got about 5 useless ones made before we went to the building manager and literally forced them to give us one more. I don't know WHY they're so useless.

And see, that's the other thing- management takes FOREVER to get back to us on any work orders, so I can't easily get the locks changed.

SO yeah, whoever's doing this can now get into my apartment. Lovely. That's just so great. And with the stressful roommate situation, I am just so ready to move into the dorms again, as sucky as they are.

This is breeding some serious paranoia on my part. I swear to God I saw that guy from the forest again, only behind me walking down the street last night. I RAN back to my apartment and didn't bother to check. I probably freaked out some poor guy just trying to get home.

So yeah, classes are starting to go terribly, I can't sleep so my projects are getting sloppier- if I even have the motivation to do them. The lack of sleep is starting to give me... not hallucinations, but weird visual side effects. Oh, and now my computer has started beeping at me. And I can't figure out why.

Sigh. Great. Just great.

Update # 2

Another sleepless night. Or, mostly sleepless. I did wake up in the morning, so I know I slept at some point. And then I went back to sleep for a bit.

I'm scared. Someone is watching me, following me. They know where I live. I've received weird mail and packages.

Oh god, I feel so paranoid. I'm constantly checking behind me to see if anyone is following. I make eye contact with people and think they're specifically staring at me.

This was supposed to be about college stuff and fashion! What the hell happened to this blog? Or m twitter and youtube account for that matter??!

I want to talk to a counselor, but I know they'll think I'm insane. This feels like my only outlet.

Please, give me some answers.

~Clover

EDIT: Video Post

Update

Quick update, in case anyone was worried after my last post and youtube video: after being sick on and off for about a week, I am feeling much better. While I did post about some weird stuff going down last night on Twitter, I'll chalk it up to Halloween weirdness and leave it at that.

I don't know if I'll keep this account. I don't really use it, but, if I do, expect that it'll be the usual fashion related updates that I was going to post before.

Peace out Cub Scout!

~Clover